Here I Am

Move Along

its 2.40am now. i feel energetic, yet tired, so contradicting. just finished Mandarin Oriental job. loved it, im serious. im going back there next year. when i wear the uniform, i feel so mature, so professional. im definately going back next year. these two days, i met the nicest people, and the shittiest. i met Clark, my team leader, i met Ricky the chee bye and nabei but nice banquet director. they were both good, i swear. sigh, lit test and chi tmr. how i wish im grown up, more mature. westwood treats us like babies. i now knw that Diana Kang isnt that horrible like how they say she were. haha. i have a bad habit. although i knw we cant work out, i still put so much hopes on you. tsk for me when u ignored me, it is hell. “even if the hope is gone, move along, move along like i’ve always do” like what Ricky told seah cheng, love or sex? i prefer ?

Paranoid

I feel fucked up, thats what i told Valerina that morning.

Had MO ytd night, it was fun. And bloody tiring.

Went home near 2.30am, my mother was pissed cos i went home that late.

Oh well. 3 hours of Nap?

So tired in school, i feel wasted.

Tsk.

Spammed her 5 times ytd? Sorry huh.

Im just over paranoid i guess.

Cya, bed time.

Simplicity

what’s Life without the F? its a big fat LIE. sigh.

Elated.

hey yo.

didnt tumblr ytd, having some, difficulties. haha.

bought clothes today, yeah i did.

hmm, went rf house today.

didnt do a thing lol, shit. oh well.

tmr im going to do math and revise, hopefully.

yeah, happy hari raya, i need some $ too lol~

im going to learn some Panic! At The Disco songs, haha.

i feel that my life is so, un-changable.

k, thats all.

short and sweet.

Desperate.

Im a tumblr. lol.

theres Farewell rehearsal today, and the sec 5 band were playing.

the band is solid, but the singer is shit. he keep singing off tune.

but the band made me wanna make my own band, haha. found my singer anw.

its HER, haha.

yeah, she’s so nice, friendly, cute, pretty. never seen anyone like her.

but XQ said that she “kan qi la guai guai de leh” to me in school today. lol.

nvm lah, his taste different from mine, haha.

btw im going workout after exams!

i set the date with eric alr, 20 Oct we going gym.

gonna train, for HER maybe? or for myself, haha.

and im in need for money, for alot of things.

oh well.

Life Sucks, right val?